Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)

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  • に公開 2018/05/14
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コメント数 • 45 994

  • Patchwork Paradox
    Patchwork Paradox 2 日 前

    U rock bunny !!!

  • 67debdeb
    67debdeb 2 日 前

    Don’t think of reinventing yourself bunny.. it’s just the next chapter. Life is funny like that. Everyone likes bunny the way she is.

  • Donna Hansen
    Donna Hansen 3 日 前

    Love you so much. Worried and Scared for you. You need to get some help, someone that can help your depression. Everyone here that watches your videos want you to be bright and bubbly again. We all love you and want you to be happy.

  • Aleah Keske
    Aleah Keske 3 日 前

    We love you bunny!

  • sherri makin
    sherri makin 3 日 前 +1

    Bunny you are amazing. Keep being you ya beautiful and amazing girl 💕

  • kenzie’s fansigns and slimes

    i haven’t left yet and i don’t plan on it. i’ve been here since 2013, it’s been great.

  • Lihi Admon
    Lihi Admon 6 日 前

    Bunny you are the bravest girl in the world

  • Brianna Webber
    Brianna Webber 8 日 前

    Girl you chose the right T Shirt to wear for this new you =) Love yourself

  • Marie Anderson
    Marie Anderson 11 日 前

    Bunny keep ur head up. I love watching both of it channels and I love ur style . I would love for u to do my makeup and to meet u.

  • Shanizzle
    Shanizzle 11 日 前

    I love you so much even this video made me cry I have social anxiety and depression I legit love you know

  • Bobby Yonker
    Bobby Yonker 12 日 前

    Another new subscriber. I love you being real and open. Also, you are SOOOO intelligent and it really shows when you drop all pretenses and speak candidly with your audience. 🥰

  • Hannah Walker
    Hannah Walker 12 日 前

    I have never subscribed to anyone and for the simple fact of I dont want to support anyone that is not in this for the right reasons....I have watched so many of your videos but it all seemed so extra but entertaining and after your series with Shane it opened my eyes to who you are and how I can relate....By making this change you aren't just entertaining people you are helping them in a way to understand that it isnt just them....keep being you...and I'm subscribed for good...ps I used to keep dead butterflies in a heart shaped jar by my bed 💗 weird is relatable

  • Danielle Baugus
    Danielle Baugus 13 日 前

    Bunny , you are so inspirational !!!!!!!

  • jimin is my bais:3
    jimin is my bais:3 13 日 前

    I subcribe to you!!!! (Am late i know)

  • madison callahan
    madison callahan 13 日 前

    Sis the ones who really care will stay we love you

  • Kirsty Mabbott
    Kirsty Mabbott 14 日 前

    I’ve only been a member of the swamp family for a short while but I love watching and find that your videos help me decompress before bed so I can sleep

  • Aria OwO
    Aria OwO 14 日 前

    LOVE YOU BUNNY!!! YOU ARE AMAZING!!!💜

  • Ally Chance
    Ally Chance 15 日 前

    I'm back girl I'm so sorry I hurt you like that! Ive been so busy over the past 4 year's, I've honestly missed you so much! Forgive me, love you Bunny! 😘💯

  • mackenzie elisara
    mackenzie elisara 16 日 前

    We love you bunny!!!!

  • Karen Speer
    Karen Speer 16 日 前

    Here from Shane’s channel and I love you. I never knew about you but now I’ve found you and ima watch ya all the time. Your beautiful inside and out. I wish you the best ❤️

  • Isabelle Walker
    Isabelle Walker 18 日 前

    Hii bunny, im here from Shanes channel and i am just so happy that you are becoming the real you and i cant wait to explore your channel and watch your amazing videos 💞
    Edit: when you dried your tears with a beauty blender 👌 iconic

  • Cecilia Pina
    Cecilia Pina 20 日 前

    We love the Real you ❤️❤️

  • Taylor Bruce
    Taylor Bruce 21 日 前

    oh my god what. a. QUEEN. using a beauty blender as a tissue. DEAD.

  • Aly’s Life
    Aly’s Life 21 日 前

    I'm not good with words, but I love the real you and love the effort you put forward

  • PrettyPrincessGamer
    PrettyPrincessGamer 22 日 前

    I'm here for the real you. Just subscribed.

  • Ale Alahu
    Ale Alahu 24 日 前

    You're my favorite youtuber ever😭 I really really miss you soooo much! And I love you so much💕

  • Sidsel Overgaard
    Sidsel Overgaard 25 日 前

    Well done Girl ❤️ it is not easy to be yourself when you always have to be on, when you are to scared to show yourself because if you do people will just leave. But we love you, we will never leave because you are yourself ❤️ We will stay because you are you !

  • Jeye Lin Lotus
    Jeye Lin Lotus 25 日 前

    Bunny you are just SOOO FRICKIN COOL. You are getting real being real with YOU and loving openly unconditionally. You go GODDESS go!✊🐰💖 you are a friend in my head lol and Im sending so much love and support your way. Been here since the dawn of the Swamp Fam 🐲 (I dont have a gator emoji 😔)

  • Simply Beautiful On a Budget

    Love when you're being yourself hun don't ever feel unworthy we need you like you need us. I suffer from bipolar depression and have high anxiety, so I can understand. So glad Shane did his series with you and I'm glad to be back love ya chick.

  • jerelyn scott
    jerelyn scott ヶ月 前

    I know exactly what you mean about the health scare and being frustrated that you can't do what you used to do. I lost EVERYTHING just 90 days ago due to a health issue. The depression that comes with it is the worst thing in the world.

  • Diana Macias
    Diana Macias ヶ月 前 +1

    I love your unboxing vid

  • tubapanda
    tubapanda ヶ月 前 +6

    I never unsubscribed, but I will be honest: I did stop watching for a good while - at least several years. And it was sad, because I felt like I had lost a connection to you, as dorky and weird as that sounds. Right now, I'm so glad you're back. It feels like I've been reunited with a long lost friend. Thank you for being brave, Bunny. And thank you for being you. We love you.

  • Kristi Carr
    Kristi Carr ヶ月 前

    I love you Bunny!! I have been watching you for years and will never stop

  • Jordan Frye
    Jordan Frye ヶ月 前

    i think everyone needs to subscribe to Bunny ❤️❤️😘

  • robloxiangirl
    robloxiangirl ヶ月 前

    You have a new sub :) luv u

  • sanie9
    sanie9 ヶ月 前

    I would love to see some video's about your extraordinary items. I loved to see all those crazy items you showed in Shane's video :D I subbed for the first time 'cause I love your crazy and incredible personality! Lots of love from the Netherlands

  • Ethan Christie
    Ethan Christie ヶ月 前

    I am so happy you are being you again. I have seen alot of videos of you and u did get less you. And became just a stressed you. Now you are you again. I am happy and my heart is glad you are grav3yard girl again. I love you. Welcome back :)

  • Cubcub & Me
    Cubcub & Me ヶ月 前

    Girl next time be nicer to Garret

  • Sarina Davila
    Sarina Davila ヶ月 前

    hi I'm new to your channel and I absolutely love it

  • Regina Dickson
    Regina Dickson ヶ月 前

    Graveyard Girl and Graveyard Girl 2.0 are just other parts of the same Bunny! You know what DOES upset me about this video?? That you FELT THAT YOU HAD TO MAKE IT in the first place. You’re Golden Gator-dont give toxic people your power...it only hurts YOU in the end. I’ll walk with you if you let me....you’re smart, creative, funny, loud, silly, giving, helpful...the list inexhaustible....breathe deep...it’s ok....

  • Regina Dickson
    Regina Dickson ヶ月 前

    The BEST IS YET TO COME DEAR LADY!!! Yesterday is gone, tomorrow’s not here so just enjoy your present...you appeal to me because you are who you are-I’ve never felt you were ‘fake’ but you having let us walk your path with you. And that my dear Bunny keeps your karma as a positive flow...people are fickle and loyalty is not a large part of society as it was in days past. Just to return the favor I shall lay myself bare....I am basically a bed bound handicapped woman of 51 whose husband has been passed on two years as of the middle of November but people like you, or Shane or even the Try Guys give so much more to your friends on here. I actually believe true friendships can/do form when we lay ourself bare because that’s when you find out whose going to support you, listen to you, HEAR YOU!! ❤️🌸🐊🌸❤️ You are many faceted- enjoy ALL of them because the sum of you is made up of all those facets...peace✌️

  • Lexi Murrant
    Lexi Murrant ヶ月 前

    need a closet tour or shoe haul for sure! xx

  • Naima Gallardo
    Naima Gallardo ヶ月 前

    i just relized how many times shane says "like" watch the intro

  • Penny Trayshun
    Penny Trayshun ヶ月 前

    Shane is the reason I found out about you and I am so glad I did. That's only because he was a new channel I was watching and scrolling through old videos. I am so glad I clicked play. You've been a major part of my every day. I watch you every day and all day!
    You've helped me take my mind off my own anxiety! I love you're videos. If it's something I dont want to watch because it's not something that peeks my interest I just let it play in the back ground becaus your voice is simply a relaxer for me. It helps me de-stress so thank you!

  • Victoria Kawohl
    Victoria Kawohl ヶ月 前

    Your such an inspiration bunny. I'm going through something similar where I lost who I was and need to find me again. You've inspired me to get back out there and just be me. Love you bunny

  • ProtakuEmmie
    ProtakuEmmie ヶ月 前

    The title is freaking me

  • Don’t bother Reading my name

    Shane makes people look poor

  • l8flight _onyt
    l8flight _onyt 2 ヶ月 前

    Luv thiz video! #Grav3yardgirl hopefully you do well also luv ur DOES THIS WORK videos!!

  • Hayhay Unicorns
    Hayhay Unicorns 2 ヶ月 前

    WE LOVE YOU

  • Hayhay Unicorns
    Hayhay Unicorns 2 ヶ月 前

    You are the best. Don’t change your self. You are awesome

  • Nicole Østergaard
    Nicole Østergaard 2 ヶ月 前

    You are so brave!! ❤️❤️

  • Discussed HackerGirl
    Discussed HackerGirl 2 ヶ月 前

    Gay

  • christopher .jones
    christopher .jones 2 ヶ月 前

    Bunny .you are brilliant .

  • Michele Silva-Hubert
    Michele Silva-Hubert 2 ヶ月 前

    U help me literally every single day feel joy. I've commented a lot lately my health issues. N I watched this I Ave subscribed to Shane. You two are amazing ppl.

  • AphroditesSecrets
    AphroditesSecrets 2 ヶ月 前

    I'm the same age as you and I think the feeling of your life peaking is a feeling everyone gets in their 30's. Everyone may not be a youtube personality but I feel the same way about my career and how my life turned out. Maybe I could have done things differently then life would be different. The feeling of maybe it's too late to start over. Its hard to deal with. That feeling of it's all downhill from here is very relatable.

  • ur mom gae af
    ur mom gae af 2 ヶ月 前

    Your skin looks soo good! Skincare routine ???

  • Heidi Fowler
    Heidi Fowler 2 ヶ月 前

    You are the first person I can relate to emotionally. I grew up being told I was a freak because of who I was and believed it. I never knew there was anyone else going through the same struggles and I appreciate you so much for being real. I love you so much Bunny ❤️❤️❤️

  • ARABIAN Yassmeene Lebanon Rose

    It's cause of you we're watching Bunny,that's your success😙😙😙

  • Tim Frick
    Tim Frick 2 ヶ月 前

    I’m new to following people on JPclips. I found Shane, and he lead me to you. I have to say that I love the real Bunny! I relate to you more now than ever. I love hanging out with you. Just know that you are loved and we are with you!

  • That Creepy Family
    That Creepy Family 2 ヶ月 前

    I never unsubbed, i have left for a while but because of my own depresion and life stuff. i still havent really found my real passion as a youtuber but im getting there.

  • Mrs V
    Mrs V 2 ヶ月 前

    Are you sure this feelings didn't start after "Roberta"?
    I love watching your video's. I'm dealing with health issues and I had to turn my life around. I can't do the things i used to love doing. Your video's inspire me to find my passions again. Thank you... for being you and let us into your life

    • Elizabeth Caballero
      Elizabeth Caballero 2 ヶ月 前

      I never left & idk what happened but me & my daughter love watching anything you put out... true swamp family 🐊💕 always be you bcoz that’s why I subscribed to your channels & we love you no matter what but Thank You for sharing on a personal level but you shouldn’t have to explain yourself ... always be you 🙏🏼

  • emmy rose
    emmy rose 2 ヶ月 前

    i was subbed way back in '13 till '15 but I unsubbed because you felt off, like you weren't being your best self. Now after watching your collab w/ Shane everything makes sense. anxiety/depression sucks & I've learned from personal experience it's better to talk then to pretend everything's fine. Of course that's easier said than done, but you'll get there. I hope the best for you & this new chapter in your life. We're here for you Bunny.💘

  • Candice Marie
    Candice Marie 2 ヶ月 前

    I love you Bunny you never lost the best of us. Your real swamp family members never left and the ones who did aren't really swamp family members.

  • awshitwhere the chief
    awshitwhere the chief 2 ヶ月 前

    Your sub nbr isnt all up to you , not your level of worthiness existentially

  • awshitwhere the chief
    awshitwhere the chief 2 ヶ月 前

    Everyone is alone get over it

  • Rachel Radetski
    Rachel Radetski 2 ヶ月 前

    We love you Bunny ❤️ This is what I originally subscribed to you for. Depression and anxiety sucks, and in tough times its nice to watch someone who makes you feel not so alone. So glad you’re bringing these honest videos back, we’ve missed you ❤️

  • Lorehand Creations
    Lorehand Creations 2 ヶ月 前

    I feel ya on wanting to be different. But for me being different doesn't always work (Being new I guess that's not what people want to see.) but I'm okay with it because I like being me. you like me or you don't, its not I will fall apart anytime soon. (At least I'm planning not too) :)

  • Cat M
    Cat M 2 ヶ月 前

    YOU. ARE. BRAVE. YOU. ARE. STRONG. YOU. ARE. SO. YOURSELF. AND. THATS. SO. BEYOND. BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

  • Cat M
    Cat M 2 ヶ月 前

    YOU. ARE. BRAVE. YOU. ARE. STRONG. YOU. ARE. SO. YOURSELF. AND. THATS. SO. BEYOND. BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

  • Laura Brown
    Laura Brown 2 ヶ月 前

    I love you bunny!

  • Christina Price
    Christina Price 2 ヶ月 前

    Hi Bunny! I love all your videos you make. I watch everyone that pops up on my phone.😁 Keep going ! There great.be your self

  • John Deo I. Bongot
    John Deo I. Bongot 2 ヶ月 前

    why you decreasing subs again?😭😭

  • John Deo I. Bongot
    John Deo I. Bongot 2 ヶ月 前

    why you decreasing subs again?😭😭

  • Izzy Harrison
    Izzy Harrison 2 ヶ月 前

    so proud of you bunny

  • Mackenzie Karl
    Mackenzie Karl 3 ヶ月 前 +1

    I loved seeing you be so open. I have been a sub for a long time and I have never felt so connected to you. Swamp fam forver, we love you Bunny! forever!

  • Sanjana Sen
    Sanjana Sen 3 ヶ月 前

    New Subscriber!

  • Amy Auerbach
    Amy Auerbach 3 ヶ月 前 +1

    do not ever feel uncomfortable to share your robust energy on YT. Keep making fun reviews. Love your channel.

  • 4323Woman
    4323Woman 3 ヶ月 前

    Being vulnerable = connection, disconnection happens otherwise. We can disconnect with our selves as well as others by putting up walls. Every human longs and needs connection. I am so happy you are strong and brave enough to be vulnerable. We can numb emotions and that does work, but we numb ALL emotions ... all the good stuff along with the bad. Being vulnerable is the key for creativity, joy, love and all the good stuff. Bravo Bunny!! 😍😍😍

  • Tammy Simon
    Tammy Simon 3 ヶ月 前

    Please dont change. Be WHO you are. I'm new to your channel since seeing Shane's video on you. I am now addicted to you. I'm 47 and relate to your goofy side. Keep it up and dont be afraid to show your life. Thank you. 🐊☕🐰💕

  • it's Ellie
    it's Ellie 3 ヶ月 前

    thank you

  • Estefania Rodriguez
    Estefania Rodriguez 3 ヶ月 前

    I’m back after 4 years that I have left. I felt like that wasn’t the bunny I fell in love with I’m happy that my bunny is coming back thank you Shane. My Bunny I love you so much and I’m back and I’m so sorry I left I promise you I will never leave again.

  • tina musselwhite
    tina musselwhite 3 ヶ月 前

    Sorry seeing this sooo late, but this was wonderful. Even other people that are not JPclipsrs have anxiety and depression, and it helps to hear that the people we watch that seems like that has it all together and are all together and successful have problems like us. I loved the episodes with Shane, and his content has so much improved, now you can see that everybody likes the real, be you girl! Do you, and we will love you!!!

  • Amanda Davies
    Amanda Davies 3 ヶ月 前

    I remember rooting for you when I was 14. And I'm happy to see you again. I'm 26 now. You are loved.

  • Phan Girl
    Phan Girl 3 ヶ月 前

    I CAME BACKKK❤️❤️❤️❤️ LOVE YOU SO MUCH ❤️❤️

  • The JC
    The JC 3 ヶ月 前

    I’m on a journey to find myself after my life has been a total train reck !! .Change is hard and most days I just want to give up completely. If you Could give one tip to someone finding them-self what would it be . I need a shane & a bunny in my life.
    I love these types of videos it makes people like me feel less alone xx

  • ruthtantao
    ruthtantao 3 ヶ月 前

    Thank you for sharing who you are. You never have to hide yourself. Live your truth bunny. We love you😍

  • funkITupDUDE
    funkITupDUDE 3 ヶ月 前

    U rock Bun, as bold as you are, all natural 🖤

  • dan x
    dan x 3 ヶ月 前

    love and light to you

  • Bicultural Familia
    Bicultural Familia 3 ヶ月 前

    Never been to your channel before, but I just watched your series on Shane's channel. So glad to see you refinding your authentic self. ♥

  • abbi harrell
    abbi harrell 3 ヶ月 前

    I’m back, I never left the swap family I just got really busy with life. I stumbled upon Shane’s videos and started watching but I think you are the coolest cat in the game bunny

  • Alexandra Godoy Gonzalez

    Don’t worry bunny we love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much ok and we will always be here for you

  • Chloe Watts
    Chloe Watts 3 ヶ月 前

    Hi Bunny!
    I have to admit that I was one of your subscribers that unsubscribed (I think I've been a subscriber since 2014/2015?) because you were doing so many unboxing videos/ all your videos were almost TOO MUCH sassiness, you know? I could see the insincerity (like you said, not a mask, but a version of yourself that you thought people would like). I think I first subscribed to you because i watched a lot of your paranormal stories and you were so different and quirky and all-around yourself. After seeing shane's video, though, it was so refreshing to see you open up like that. I wish you nothing but the ABSOLUTE best!

  • Allie Prizer
    Allie Prizer 3 ヶ月 前

    So Happy you are embracing your TRUE SELF!!!!!!

  • Allie Prizer
    Allie Prizer 3 ヶ月 前

    I'M BACK and I LOVE YOU SM!!!!!!

  • Jessica Ray
    Jessica Ray 3 ヶ月 前

    I'm so glad you're back all shiny and new! I could watch you being yourself all day. I have always loved when you're just being your quirky and weird self. It's a little bit of myself reflected on JPclips. :) Keep doing what you're doing. You're upward trajectory isn't over yet!!! Love ya girlie!!!

  • Pecha Dee
    Pecha Dee 3 ヶ月 前

    resubbed

  • yoonie stan
    yoonie stan 3 ヶ月 前

    7:19
    “are you in your feelings bunny?”
    “yes”
    “kiki do you love me?”

  • Emily Vincent 22
    Emily Vincent 22 3 ヶ月 前

    Love you soooo much xxx

  • thelittlewildkat1
    thelittlewildkat1 3 ヶ月 前

    Man, what a great video.

  • Shannon Reynolds
    Shannon Reynolds 3 ヶ月 前

    Yes I have to practice at, it’s worth getting out of bed and I am still worth something for my sons. Who still want me alive. Thank You for giving that back to me and them! Much Love toYou 😘💋😍